Let's not do that again...

No more drinking for me, for a while.

So, I went out with a bunch of my friends Thursday night. It was so great to see everyone again! People were in from all over the US that had moved away, bright shiny smiling happy pappy faces! I do love seeing all my friends from High School. It's really crazy because even though everyone is older, we all seem to agree that we feel like nothing has changed at all

My nausea was still present with me today when I took my meds. It seems to only last a few hours in the morning, with or without food. I still don't feel like I'm that hungry anymore. I'm still doing my shakes and eating my protein bars. They're filling me up just fine.

Anxious to get out of work, I quick changed my clothes and was running to the time clock. Marissa came home from Italy and this was the first time I was going to see her! We spent like the first 40 seconds screaming and jumping up and down, like any other besties would do! There were so many others I was so happy to see while I was there. I decided to try and have a beer, which didn't work out so great. 

I have been accused of nursing my drinks, which I have no shame in doing. I don't like being out of control, I have issues. I don't like being at the mercy of someone else. The whole idea of being wasted and not knowing how I got home, or remembering things properly freaks me out. I've been over the whole black out drunk phase. I don't care if anyone else does it, I always tell my friends they don't have to explain anything to me--concerning their drinking habits or occasional reefer smokeage. As far as drugs are concerned, of course I'm going to try and deter you from using, but if you still do--keep that shit away from me!

It wasn't even half gone when I started feeling REALLY sick. I felt like I drank a whole CASE of beer! UGH. It was so bad, that I seriously don't think I'll be drinking for a long while. I really shouldn't anyway, but sometimes I cheat and do it. Not good, not good. No one really gives me crap about it either. They all pretty much respect my decisions to drink or not drink. I've been told drinking long after I take my Metformin is ok, but I'm still scared.

I'm not that sad over it really, just don't ever want to feel like nauseous grossness like that again! WOOF!