Happy holidays all!

Woot woot!

As you can see, obviously I have been super behind on my posts! Our jingle jammy ugly sweater party was great fun! Nikki had all of us over for a great night of presents and laughs. I bought some odds and end for my closest friends, and my gifts were a big hit! I love getting stuff and seeing people get happy when they open!

I bought enough Frooties to feed an army of children and turn them into rabid sugar high animals! We ended up dumping them all in a sled that Jeff bought Nikki for Christmas. It was hilarious. There is no way in hell those things will get eaten any time soon, but everyone loves them so I bought them.

I had no problems at all with not drinking that night. The night alone was fun enough for me! We all had such a great time! I've been working all week of course, so I'm super bummed out that I'm not seeing people during the day. I of course stayed out way too late each night thus I am totally tapped out this Christmas day! Ugh I could barely make it through work!

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Christmas hasn't really felt like Christmas for me in a long time. Ever since my grandparents died, it really hasn't been the same. To tell you the truth, I don't think it will ever feel like Christmas again until I have a family of my own. Normally, I'm all giddy and excited and this year I just don't even feel like bothering. I'm not depressed or anything, I just don't have the Christmas spirit. 

I've decided I've lost entirely all faith in Santa. He brought me nothing but horrible patients to work Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. UGH. I seriously have not seen such debauchery in a long time. It's CHRISTMAS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! ARE YOU PEOPLE SERIOUS?! Don't get me wrong, I don't at all mind when I'm busy with sick people, you know people who actually have things wrong with them?! These people are seriously starting to get to me. It makes me crazy. Unfortunately the clientele at my hospital consists of mostly over doses, drunks, drug seekers and the very elderly. I do the same patients so often, I've memorized their medical histories. Drives me crazy. I just feel like people have nothing better to do...like on a regular basis. I couldn't help but feel bad for these people. So lonely. They had to get that way some how right?

Anyway I got the usual from my parents, money. Hien is ordering my present tonight. I don't really even mind not having presents. My butt is staying in tonight and going right to bed. Everyone is out and about and I just am puttered right out! 

I'm not a total grinch today, just grouchy lol

Hope everyone had a great holiday!

Merry Christmas!