Normalcy

It's weird to not be in so much pain today...

My abdominal pain is slowly subsiding. Actually I haven't been in much pain at all! Isn't it so strange when your pain magically disappears?! Not that I'm complaining or anything, but it's like poof---finito, gone! Thank you lord, because it was so bad I thought I should be writing out my will! Okay, maybe not that dramatic but still ;-) I've been puttering around the house most of the day, until my lovely mother decided to send me to run errands for her. Like I've said in several entries, my mom drives me crazy. I don't think she wants to do anything...but shop and talk on the phone to my aunties and her friends. LOL how did this happen?! When our roles became reversed?! Signs I am getting old! 

Tomorrow I'm finally getting my taxes done, yay! Originally I wanted to save my tax return to buy airline tickets for Han's wedding, but now I'm thinking I might just use it to pay off my Visa entirely or not. I'll have to see how much I get back and then go from there. Last year I didn't get much from the state, I won $1,000 playing BINGO at a casino in Syracuse. I almost literally had a heart attack. But because of my big winnings, the state penalized me thus not as much back in my state return. Not a big deal though. I despise having debt. It's not a lot of debt really just my credit card and car payment. I'm striving to double up on payments to knock out my car. My plans are aiming to get a clean start again. With this whole program, getting healthy and fit, paying off everything would line me up pretty well to start my life somewhere new and different. Where? I'm not completely sure yet, but it's always been in the back of my mind.

I'm heading to Rene's for my tax appointment tomorrow, then going over to the hospital to get my lab work done. I'm hoping that it comes back better than the last time. It's been improving quite well, and with this set of lab work I'm going to find out if the Tricor is working on my cholesterol or not. I also need to submit my lab values for my health insurance, and I'm sure as hell going to try and fight getting another health coach. We'll see how that all goes.

Courtesy of Rhonda! I'm laughing so hard! I love my Downton Abbey Valentines haha!

With Valentine's Day coming up and everything, I'm not really feeling like depressed or anything. I think I'll be my own Valentine this year, after all---I'm being extremely good to myself anyway! Oh and I just totally looked at the Target weekly add, guess what they're promoting this week! YES GLORIOUS DAY! NINTENDO 3DS $169.99! I'm not too sure I'll splurge and get it just yet, I have a hefty car insurance payment this month BUT it makes me happy to see it in the add all the same!