Slunking.

More like Slunkzilla!

For those of you that aren't privileged to know my BFFF Rick, here's a new word for y'all to add in your vocab! 

Slunk [suhl-unk]

To put off something you know you should do. 

see also "sand bagging"

adj, slunkest; n, slunker; v, slunking

1. He was the slunkest of them all!

2. Stop being such a slunker.

3. I was slunking all weekend.

Yes, I do believe I am number three! This weekend, I'm being a Slunkzilla and staying in. I've been so exhausted lately. Each week has been more and more added stress and errands to do, I need to just take off a weekend and do nothing! I think a big contribution of my weight stems from me going out with my friends. I love you guys, and yes my choices are MINE--but it is SUPER hard to be good when I want to be bad!

Especially for Super Bowl weekend, fml. I'm kind of glad I'll be at work for this one. Not that it'll be any better. I was talking to Nicole today and we were discussing about eating habits. I eat more at work, than I do at home! This is ridiculous. I think it's my coping mechanism to being there, honestly not joking. I've been doing so well for the past few weeks and I want to keep that trend going. We usually order out on the weekends, and I don't order anything that is horrifically bad. I make sure to incorporate lots of salad into my diet. Enough ruffage will definitely get things moving on it's way out. 

I feel really guilty, because both Riss and Shake are in town. I told the girls that I really wanted to see them, but most likely not tonight. I still have tomorrow to see them so I guess that's okay. They understand totally where I'm coming from. Shake is an accountant and she works long hours during tax season. Not only that but she has to deal with the stress of moving in the next few weeks and sorting everything out. Riss is in her last semester of school, and although she's working her ass off she likes to come home to see everyone when she can. Since both of them will be living about 2-3 hours away from me, I can go see them literally whenever I want on my weeks off! I had originally tried to make plans to help Shake move from Philly on my week off, but I'm not sure how that's going to work. I have a bunch of doctor appointments next week, and although she'd probably appreciate the help I don't think she'll be butt hurt that I didn't go. I'll have to catch up with her in the capital the next time I'm off. Slunkaroo.

I worked on my HRA (health risk assessment) for my insurance shit today. I don't have any lab values to enter in, but I will this week. I need to get blood drawn, and hope to god they don't try to kill me again. If my lab work is good, then I won't have to deal with getting a health coach. My assessment so far, did put me at risk in terms of my weight and BMI--big surprise there lol. Everything else came up fine, and I am so proud to say I am NOT at risk for suicide this year! LOL. My batteries need a seriously recharging soon, I feel like I'm a robot just going through the motions to get by. Mihai was talking to me about the CABBAGE SOUP DIET. BARF. There's even a dedicated site to it (click the link above)! Everyone at work seems to be doing that stupid diet. Although I've heard it works, it is NOT something I'm tempted at all to do. First of all, I'm not a fan of cabbage soup and I'm allergic to tomatoes. My coworkers have for the most part, all tried it and let me tell you---the shit stinks! It may smell good for the first few days, but I seriously wouldn't be able to eat it for a week non stop. Screw that. Now tell me that you'd rather be feeding spoonfuls of that toxic wasteland in your mouth versus drinking an ice cold chocolate protein shake or protein cocoa? YEAH. I WIN END OF DISCUSSION. The problem with the CSD, is that it just cleans you out and you pretty much lose water weight. Many that participate in it, put it right back on and quick at that! Rule of thumb is, steady weight loss will help keep your weight off longer. Don't look for quick fixes, but hey everyone is entitled to do whatever they need to do right? Cabbage soup dieters in my book, are Slunklicious. GRAB A PROTEIN SHAKE, AT LEAST YOU KNOW YOU'RE GETTING PROOOOOTEEEEIIIIN!

Things haven't been too interesting to say the least lately. Just feeling a bit stressed and overwhelmed for apparently no reason at all. Thus leading this Slunka-mama into hibernation mode. I really hope I can lose the four pounds I need to. I want that damn Nintendo 3DS! Speaking of which, I'm thinking of getting an aqua one and putting decals all over it of course! What kind of a nerd would I be, if I DIDN'T personalize my toys?!