Keep moving

That's all we do isn't it?

Nothing spectacular happened today...only if you count losing four pounds as SPECTACULAR! It always seems that in times of high stress, I lose weight. Not the best way to lose, but I haven't put it back on. I've been trying to watch carefully what I eat and maintain a healthy lifestyle. It takes years and years of practice, learning and training to develop this. 

Again, I wasn't able to get an appointment at the office this week. A lady from work that suggested I go there, hounds me every week I'm at work on how much weight I've lost. It's getting kind of annoying actually. I don't particularly care that people know, but I just don't like being hounded. I don't think anyone likes it. Why is it, that people feel the need to weasel out information from you by means of badgering? Like didn't anyone tell you, that people don't like being pressured for information? If I want you to know, I'll tell you. Other than that, keep your MF'n questions to yourself! Jeez. Anyway, she doesn't bother me that much...it's just other people that do.

I'm trying to survive on my weeks without my appointments. I'm actually getting better at it, if I do say so myself! I've been able to lose some weight this week, and I'm feeling good about it. Finding happiness in small triumphs is exactly what I need right now. I'm trying to focus on me right now. Me and only me. I can't worry anymore about people or things going on at work. It's painful for me to literally, have to mentally prepare myself for going back there. Maybe in time I'll find a way around it. Maybe in time, I'll leave and find another job.

But for now, I'm finding happiness in a kiddie bowl of rainbow sherbet and rainbow sprinkles.