Well hello there Miss Cranky Pants!

And by saying this, I do mean myself.

When will this nausea ever end?! I rolled into work today pretty much running to the bathroom after I punched in. Anticipating I was going to throw up a rainbow into the porcelain pee hold, I was sadly mistaken. GRRRR. I just sat there crouched on the floor holding my hair back. Dry heaves will be the death of me.

It's been suggested to me to maybe get my meds switched. I'm stubborn, and prefer to stick it out and wait a few more weeks. Mixing around with too many medications is never a good idea. Maybe I'm just being a baby about this whole thing. The nausea only seems to last for about the first two hours. Usually I eat a protein bar or fruit with it, and ya know what?! I'm going to say eff that and eat a piece of toast instead. 

Does this magically happen to anyone else or just me? Whenever I'm not feeling well, everyone needs to ask me a million questions about this that and the other thing!? Apparently some people don't know how to tell, I'm not really into listening or answering their questions right away--go ask someone else! I was visibly pissed today at work, and I really don't like to be. Because A it looks bad and B I don't need people talking more shit than they already do! So maybe eating a normal breakfast will be a good idea. 

I've got some serious decisions to make concerning work. There have been some different openings, but I'm still on the fence. I REALLY REALLY LOVE MY SCHEDULE! It's against hospital policy to say anything negative about the company online via blog, facebook, whatever so I won't even go there. Should I sacrifice working a great schedule with the usual pisses and moans about it, or transfer to a different position with a CRAP shift I've worked before and despised it--at risk of starting at a new facility where I may or may not like it?! Ugh, I don't know. Looks like I'm going to have to make a pros and cons list--kind of hard to do when there are ZIP ZILTCH for details on this new place.

What's a girl to do, what to do? Guess for now, I'm going to have to keep on keepin' on and see how things pan out. What would any of you do? GAHHHH I don't know!