SUSHI

How I've missed you!

Tonight was sushi night with my working peeps. I haven't had sushi in so long, actually I don't think I've had it since I went to LA in June! There should really be a law against that! It was so much fun! Most of the people that came, work at the sister hospital across the river. It was really nice to catch up with everyone, and eat some really awesome food. I'm allowed to have fish, something that I was super excited about. Amy and Will said that I looked good, which made me feel better. I don't get to see Amy very often but I'm glad that she mentioned it, hopefully I looked a little slimmer. My mom also said I looked smaller today, which is a big deal because she never compliments my size.


I have this really weird like compulsive hiccup I guess you could call it. It seems like every time someone says I look like I'm smaller, BAM I gain weight back. Must be some kind of self fulfilling prophecy I have about failing. It really bites though. My sister must think I'm crazy. Every time I see her, I always demand she tell me the truth about if I look smaller or bigger--and she does. One of my besties Robb tells me like it is also. It's not that I don't trust other people, it's just that I know some will tell me the God's honest truth. Hurt my feelings or not.

I've decided that I need to quit the big "F" word...FRUSTRATION. I weighed in on Friday and was horrified that I had only lost another measly pound. I worked my arse off at the gym and followed my diet diligently. You win some you lose some I guess...but for the record I'd rather be losing! I picked up more hot cocoa mix, I'm in love with it. As long as I keep aiming to lose, I think I will succeed. 

After my appointment and blood work, which went really well, I went to see Breaking Dawn. I am NOT a TWITARD, I'm a Harry Potter kind of girl. The movie dragged just like the books. Lots of the Twilight fans raved about it, but the only enjoyable thing about going to the movies was the popcorn. Don't get me wrong; I enjoy the movies somewhat, but I feel like they could definitely be executed better. For now, I think I'll stick to True Blood--at least those vamps have some kind of resemblance to Anne Rice's!

Thanksgiving is coming up, and alas I'll be working again. This is my fifth Thanksgiving and my fourth Christmas I'll be working. I'm not too worried about it. I won't be at home picking at food all day, rather I'll be sipping my hot cocoa staying away from the awful Thanksgiving dinner smell from the cafeteria. Their turkey comes out with parchment sheets between the meat...ew. 

Cross your fingers for me everyone,

next appointment I'd like to be at 195.